I know you’re going to think I’m incredibly reliant on the NYTimes, and I won’t argue the point, nevertheless its articles can be quite enlightening. Now that I’ve had a chance to catch up on some reading, I also found an article in the NYTimes Mag. from July 20th interesting. The title is “Maria Bamford vs. Her Brain.” Immediately the name Bamford jumped out at me, then I learned that she suffers from a particular form of OCD called “unwanted thoughts syndrome” which presents as compulsive thoughts that the afflicted person can’t seem to stop thinking. Later the article notes that inappropriate thoughts are not uncommon in most of us, but “in the mind of someone with O.C.D., they are more likely to lodge themselves and repeat. The thoughts don’t tend to inspire actions, only fear. It’s like having a homegrown terrorist in the brain.” According to the article about her, “[Bamford] sometimes talks about her brain as an entity not entirely in her command, as something unruly and perhaps best understood from a slight distance.” She speaks of her brain in the third person and she has found that her brain “behaves best in controlled settings, thriving on rules and boundaries.” Like ME’s interest in reading medical journals to keep up with the latest medical advances, Bamford is a voracious reader of all sorts of writing including highbrow literature.
The therapy that has been the most effective for Bamford is “a technique called ‘flooding.’ She was instructed to write down her compulsive fears in exacting detail, then to record herself reading them out loud and, finally, to play them back for herself, again and again, until they stopped causing her anxiety.” She found the procedure difficult, however, the unwanted thoughts went away.
I wouldn’t diagnose ME with OCD exactly, but he has many OCD-like behaviors that we see more pronounced in S6 when Michael’s OCD is in evidence too. His blood phobia could be accompanied by unwanted thoughts that relate to the initial reason he gives for the onset of the phobia. He met the family of a patient he was preparing to operate on and suddenly found he couldn’t cut into the patient. It’s quite possible the prospect of cutting into the patient became associated with inappropriate thoughts that were unwanted and hard to stop. ME’s inclination to stick to controlled settings that follow rules and boundaries would then be a means for him to control his brain.
They could try therapy that includes “flooding” with potential success and the potential for humor as well.
Originally posted 2014-07-28 13:54:45.